How it all began
Have you ever had that nagging feeling that doesn't disappear until you finally give and all is revealed? Well, that happened to me after first noticing 11:11 on the clock one day in 2009.
Up to this point, I was plodding on through life, believing living could not get any worse with setback after setback. I'd just gone bankrupt and was alcohol and cannabis-dependent, but I wasn't aware of it until I tried to stop.
At first, I thought it was a coincidence to see 11 or 11 minutes past the hour frequently on clocks, on bus tickets, and everywhere I went; it just wouldn't stop, and I thought that I was going crazy until one day, I researched what I was experiencing and read up on spiritual numerology by Joanne Walmsley, Sacred Scribes, who has dedicated her life into helping people all over the world interpret the number messages into meanings and then the penny dropped.
I learned that I had this unique life path number that told me I had to experience harsh life lessons, and many of them to learn and pass the test. I also learned that everything happens for a reason, not suddenly by chance. I discovered the 11 life paths a person must know about the spiritual world, which prompted me to dig even further when I stumbled upon a pack of tarot cards in a house that I was paid to clear. The house had nothing inside except a sideboard, and a collection of tarot cards was placed for me to find.
I discovered I must trust and build my intuition to tune into the forces beyond and to involve myself with psychic or occult studies, which has now taken over my life.
Life Path Number 11's main feature is a constant struggle with fear, rejection, and uncertainty. We know we are intelligent, which is necessary for success, but we need more confidence to move forward. We always need support and encouragement, but if we don't get what we predict will happen, our lives spiral out of control, reigniting addiction habits.
We want to command but believe we are incapable or worthy of success. We need to learn how to analyze and develop our positive qualities. If we do not do it, the success we seek will blow away with the wind.
The main thing for us - is to learn how to transfer our ideas into reality because we have genius minds, and we need to stop dreaming and start acting and put what we know through insights into practice.
11s are a channel of information between angelic spirits and the real world. Ideas, thoughts, understanding, and insights visit us in ways that do not involve rational thinking, which suggests an excellent scope for invention and creation.
I learned that everything in my life has happened for a reason and that coincidences are a form of miracles presented to us for specific people and meetings to occur. I experienced that everything and everyone comes into our lives for a reason and brings us a lesson to be learned. Everyone appears at a specific moment, at a particular time, to help us gain knowledge and tell us something we need to know, whether negative or positive.
It usually takes 11 a long time to get on track while searching for direction; he will probably be challenging to deal with; you either love or loathe him. We go from one extreme to another in search of our soul mission duties and life purpose we volunteered to undertake before reincarnation.
At this point, I knew that angelic spirits from the higher realms were intuitively guiding me toward my destiny and that everything in my life had happened for a reason. The reason I have a stammer and dyslexia, preventing me from expressing myself from a young age, and the number of coincidences that have occurred. The reason I took alcohol and drug addictions to another level and came out the other side and why I could write about my life despite having to battle against the odds. I knew that every experience was a lesson to be learned, whether negative or positive, and that my duties were to spread spiritual awareness to those seeking.
I am aware that my past has been my classroom, and the future is where I teach.
Spirituality and angel number messages are alive and kicking; you must believe and trust!!
At every stage of my life, I have written a poem about what I have experienced, from the beginning until I sat down and wrote about my life; I hope you can relate to them.